i want to be drunk.

today i got contacts and some cute flats. my father is always hot and i am always cold and since he is the father i have to freeze while he is home. thank god for space heaters. in the car though, he keeps turning on the Air conditioner and it makes me want to kill myself. i saw harry potter last night. it was good, i suppose.

im so nice and warm and comfortable. i am also skipping school...i dont know how many days i have missed...i hope not too many, because then i wont be able to graduate. im supposed to be cleaning for my fathers arrival tonight..but im not..i will probably put it off untill about three, before my mother gets off work at fourthirty and gets home by ( Read more... )

the only people ever on my messenger list are jacob, ian, and jessica..occasionally lance or kayla or bobbyjones... i think everyone else hates me and put me on their ignore list. anyways...uh..i love getting out of school after fifth period, and next semester, i will get out after fourth. i hope john will too, because we eat lunch and go to the ( Read more... )

i havent updated since september twenty first. i am and seans home on his computer. i wnet to a party last night. it was sort of fun but mostly lame. no one reads my live journal so i should just stop. commence stoppage.....now.

i got fucking bambi pajamas! they are sooooo cool-i look like a muthafukkin p-i-m-p. thats it.

i went to the fair last night. the fair was fun. sean had yummy clove cigarettes. they were black. they smelled excellent and left a pleasant taste. ians friend sarah is very pretty. i met new people-they were nice, i think one of them thinks my name is diva. i rode two rides i had never ridden before-i wanted to piss myself, but they were ( Read more... )

well, im sure everyone has already heard about saturday night festivities, but i will tell about them anyways. i was with ian and his cousin dustin and friend wes and his little brother caleb forever and got made fun of for hating things. i complained about being bored so we left the house we were at and went to ians. everyone started yelling at ( Read more... )

it seems im not getting my car anymore. or, not the one i wanted/not right now. mother had it looked at by a mechanic and says that it was sold with a salvage title and that it was in a major collision and they just made it look pretty again and that the transmission is slipping. i am sad. that was a damned cute car. and it seemed to work fine. of ( Read more... )

first real day of school was today. its pretty neat being a senior, i get out after fifth period. and my seventh period class is a college class that only meets mondays and thursdays. the professor was prety nice. im getting a new car tomorrow. its like jessicas only newer and black. that makes me happy. most of the people who were cunts last year ( Read more... )