i hate "hardcore" music and the lame shows people who play hardcore music throw. but i like seeing my friends at lame hardcore shows. i dont like when they go to sixflags..or wherever they might go instead of going to the shows. i took senior pictures today, and smiled a lot. i hate smiling. umm...what else can i bitch about...school starts ( Read more... )

i would say that jessicas birthday party was a succes. although..i feel like a bit of a whore. first kiss, woohoo!(pshhh not as cool as i thought it would be at all) zombies=cool. sean had the best costume. we didnt get the cheap stuff, because jessica deserves the best. too bad cameron, duncan, paul and justin couldnt come. i got makeup in my eye ( Read more... )

so, the family will leave thursday, an come back friday...what the times are im not sure...but later im sure. so...i supppose i need to make a decision at this jucture...will i make the smart one, or the fun one? perhaps i can get them to stay out a day later, because i doubt anyone will want to risk being at my house hung over when my father ( Read more... )

so, if i have to work on the days while mother and father are out that means i dont have to go with them AND i can throw el jessicer her birthay party...if i DARED. im sad because i doubt ill be able to go to the show the seventeenth because i have a dentist appointment (not really that big of a factor) an its the day before school starts. unless ( Read more... )

corey is gone on some christian help poor black kids in tennessee camp trip and it is damned peaceful in the house. i get it all to myself while mother is away at work and so i can do what i want....even though i do the same things when shes gone as when shes home...shes going to be away some time this moth in little rock, but father will be home ( Read more... )

last night, jessica brought me a new puppy. and, after careful deliberation, i have decided to name her: HEDWIG'S ANGRY INCH or, hedwig, for short. tim also came over and stayed the night with jessica and i. sean came over too, at about 11:00, but he did not stay the night. today i payed my speeding ticket, so im out 126.75 dollars.

yep saturday was fun. lots of fun. i still havent had any significant amount of sleep (three hours after 42, and ive been awake now for a while again) yep. tom and sean were cool, i met them..i had met sean before but never really talked to him. i met bitches...we fenced a bunch and he tickled me a lot and josh has a picture of him kissing my ( Read more... )

i totally cut my hair off. most of you who read my journal will see it tonight. i look like i walked out of a time and space machine from england in the 1960's--HELL YES. i love my new hair...i just hope it looks good.

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i made my page black green and two shades of purple..it doesnt really look that good, but i'll have to fix it later..its time to cook the family diner

my day off! yay!! corey told his youth pastor about the "party." apparently it was a burden on his soul to be in the same room with a guy getting drunk. i suppose next time our parents get drunk he'll have to tell wade as well, since you know...even though they ARE of legal age and he nor anyone else in the house is drunk it DOES say in the bible.. ( Read more... )