im visitng N.O. for a few days for new years. lifes going okay and im stil working a dead end job. do i care? YES. i plan on attending the fall semester at T.H.Harris for computer programming and accounting. yum yum what fun. its what my grandfather would have wanted. he passed away on december 16, 2006 and burried at the chappel on tasso loup. he ( Read more... )

i havent visited this site in almost 3 months. liz and i are still toether and happy. it just took so fuckin long to get here. even now i miss her........as well as a few other ex-girlfriends as friends, depite past conflicts. dont be fooled. im no changed man. just happy and yet lonesome. to all, i miss you.

-love and peace

well its beeen a really long assed time since i have even bothered with this site but ill give you an update. i graduated from eunice high and ended up miserable for a good minute. then just when everyone i know thought i would dig my own grave and disappear into the pages of a photo album, she rescued me...... i feel so good about my life now. and ( Read more... )

sober. again. not good for the soul. soul.....what an absolutely assuming name!
consciousness is more like it. i havent persisted a damn thing since i have seen how much difference it can make.....Tanya is still in my head. dunno what to do.

I swear to god........sometimes you wish for something and life will tease you for it. yesterday i was held at gunpoint. not by an angry person, or a crazy son of a bitch, but a couple of bums. they basically mugged me. i kept thinking "fuck me. hes standing there and feeling through my pockets while a friend of his is holding a loaded revolver to ( Read more... )

women are sooooooo fuckin wierd! sometimes i should keep my mouth shut. (dont hold your breath.) i cant believe tanya actually meant what she said! very ironic considering the fact that i didnt think she ever gave a shit. well hard to believe but i give a shit about some things. especially when women fuck with my head. what do i do ( Read more... )

life is always getting me down. why does everything i do blow up in my face, even if my intentions are good? how many times a night do i look at every single thing i have ever done and questioned? and continue to question. everything..... not just a couple. everything has gone away and left me here with nothing but memories of a shallow life and ( Read more... )

truly. not my day. i expected a check. for my two weeks work at the fucking shit-hole. i didn't get it. and whats more is i have to wait three more weeks before i actually get a decent check. life depresses me alot. the shit just never ends. first they are going to give me a little shit-nothing $2 check for orientation-next week. so what am i to do ( Read more... )

i am wrong, fucked, and over-rated. i think im gonna be sick and its her fault. this is the end of everything. you are the end of everything. i haven't slept since i woke up and found my whole life is a lie motherfucker. this is the end of everything. you are the end of everything! ( i know. it is a little bit too gabieish, but what can i do? i ( Read more... )

i am back again. and i am up to absolutely NO good at all. heh heh. drew knows. well anyway, my brothers birthday party (RED'S) was a blast. alcohol. nothing more. that didnt bother me. my other brother brought someone who i didnt feel all that comfortable around. i had fun though. i start work @ wendy's today. come eat if you want>>>