After my hospital stay and a bit of a scare I had I feel a bit different.It is kind of hard to explain.I feel really alone when my husband is away from me.Even if he is just down stairs working on his trains.I know I was lucky to have the good medical treatment and the support of my husband and daughter.Thanks to both of them.I guess I am down a ( Read more... )

I am back. Took a while but it is a good way to find out how Maya is doing and what she is up to. Though I must say I don't always need to know some other the things she does. It is more then a mother should.

My list entry was a year ago all most wondering if I would ever find the right man for me. Guess what I have. He is so wonderful and I love being with him. He makes me feel very special I love he very much and the good thing is that I know he really loves me too.

Well it has been over a year since I wrote in here. It has been an interesting and some what fun year but I am still looking for the right man to come along. I have found one that is a lot of fun to be with and we have a lot in common but the sex isn't very good. Plus he is is six years older them I am and I worry if I start to love him he will ( Read more... )

It is funny how you can go from being up and then have one person say something that puts you in a very low place.I had a nice weekend.Spent time with 2 nice men.One on Sat. and one Sunday night. I have not heard from the man on Sat. yet but maybe I am expecting to much. The man on Sunday got here kind of late but we still had a very nice time.When ( Read more... )

It has been awhile since I posted anything. So just thought I would add a little something. I have a man that come to see me once a week. We have a few hours of sex and then he leaves. He has made it clear that is all he wants. He does call me once in awhile to see how I am. I think if he wasn't such a good kisser I would tell he I would not see ( Read more... )

I am having more sex then I ever thought would happen to me. Yes I am being safe. Last night I had a man come here that is only 36 and hot. I hope we can get together again but if not thats all right. I have decided to enjoy my new found sexual freedom and go with the flo. If I am meant to meet someone that can become my companion it will happen ( Read more... )

I am feeling a little better today but really hate the idea of job hunting. Plus nothing from the guy I was hoping to hear from but I knew he wouldn't call. No e-mails even so I guess I will forget about him. Well the sex was good well it lasted. Checked with unemployment today. They said I can't apply until the first full week of June because I ( Read more... )

I am even more depressed then I was. I lost my job yesterday so how I am not only lonely I am unemployed. I will have to spend the day going though my finances. I hope I will have enough to get by until I find another job. I talked to the man I have been seeing last night hoping to find some comfort from him but that didn't happen. I would guess ( Read more... )

I am at a point in my life that is not fun and really should be. I am divorced which I thought would never happen to me. How wrong I was. I have had one boyfriend in the last four years. We broke up a couple of months ago. So now I am alone again and I really hate it. Being alone is fine sometimes but not most of the time. I have met a couple of ( Read more... )