Im still hurting, im trying to get over it and realize what a shit head he was to me.

...but i still love him.

All I do is cry, cry and hope that each day he'll call me.

So i have a new job at pets unlimited, and i really like it, And another good thing is that i get to work with nikoal that means we get to hang out and get paid. And it brings our friendship back together..Thank GOD! <3<3<3

Jesse made my Heart blow up todaY!
He was soo sweet and took me out.
aNd..omg, it was just soo good, and then when i had to go home.
I wanted to cry, i miss him now, cant wait til he comes over tomorrow to watch a movie after work <3

Very very worried.
That Jesse maybe up to something that he shouldnt be.
Maybe cheating on me.
I just cant seem to get it off my chest now.
I want to confront him about it,
But i know he will just freak out and be like `you always think im cheating on you`.
That is..if hes not.
But what if he is...what will I do then.

I've been so relieved from stress lately. My Relationship is going to much better. I don't know how, but everything has changed. I know, that it is defiantly for the best ( Read more... )

I had a pretty awesome day today ( Read more... )

Livejournal is just going to be my place to rant now. ABout all my negativity. I feel that typing it all out for hours makes me feel a bit better and that way jesse wont be all BLARG listening to me complain, which i dont want to complain to him anymore anyway ( Read more... )

Jesse wants to break up ( Read more... )

Today, i have to say that it was good ( Read more... )