damn. first week of school is goin. So far no job and not enough time spent on school at the same time. so far things come together very quickly, almost scary how fast things come back together. What can I do but just keep tryin and hope it comes back to me? ay? Ha ha I got jen to stay with me again last night. congradulations and a big thank you ( Read more... )

Once again the "we need to talk" are the worst four words I have ever said. I don't know if I understand this girl yet, but she always makes me feel good again. Almost in an addictive way she makes me happy ( Read more... )

so i don't know if i am proud of myself for setting all this up. or if all i said was out of line. but it is probably immature and ignorant in some way. as usual though i have no patience and want to act right away. so we shall see.

So I don't understand this damn relationship thing. I am pretty sure I can't win. I sometimes think I understand my girlfriend at least a little, but then nope I feel alone and screwing up. This all started because I am too damn compulsive about checking her lj, both out of boredom and out of wishing it were possible to get to know her better ( Read more... )