Oh yeah, i forgot to mention, i made it to vietnam after. and it was so shit.

I had the most amazing dream last night. The entire dream took the form of a cartoon. Not a Looney Tunes style, but an expertly drawn manga style cartoon. It reminded me of that ancient cartoon Lost Cities of Gold (anyone remember that one:) A slightly aztec or south american look to it ( Read more... )

Exams finished. college term over. normal service resumed.... or is it? i wont lie to you, it has been an incredibly difficult 6 months. Not just in terms of essays and assignments, but also in terms of personal life. They have been the some of the hardest times i have been through ( Read more... )

"Sometimes I think the people to feel the saddest for are people who are unable to connect with the profound -- people such as my boring brother-in-law, a hearty type so concerned with normality and fitting in that he eliminates any possibility of uniqueness for himself and his own personality. I wonder if some day, when he is older, he will wake ( Read more... )

"Only after disaster can we be resurrected ( Read more... )

Being flexible is fine, it's maybe the greatest talent you can have, but in order to define yourself, you need to pursue your passion.

Under and behind and inside everything i took for granted, something horrible has been growing.

I feel so fucking terrible right now. I've been feeling like this for a while now. last night was just terrible. the feeling of emptiness and darkness inside me is getting blacker and growing. I hate it. I hate this feeling. The worst thing is i can smile and pretend that everything is alright around my friends. but its not. its really really not.

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit. If ( Read more... )

Not much to say tonight. Words would only fail me ( Read more... )

Peace is not a thing of weakness ( Read more... )