I had a fantastic time last night. I went down to funk'n'waffles to see bette miller and jon stark play. They both were so good. Jon has come a long way from the days I remember him singing in Sadler. I'm so proud of him. As per usual most the people that were there were band kids. I got to see some people that I hadn't seen in awhile so it ( Read more... )

my friggin wrist really hurts and it's not healing as nice as it should be besides thefact that it looks digusting and is making me sick to my stomach to look at. the scar is so much bigger than i thought it would be and is not fully closed yet and i feel like the incision is about to bust open at any second. and there is a bit more nerve damage ( Read more... )

brian leaves today for field training in south dakota. 1 whole loooooooong month without my baby. it's going to be tough cause he's pretty much my rock, and i really need some stability in my life as i continue to look for a job. i miss him already and it sucks cause i cant talk to him till he gets home. i've already cried a lot and probably ( Read more... )

i just wanted to post because most of my entries are all emo, but the past 24 hours of been absolutely amazing. this is probably the happiest i can ever remember being ( Read more... )

basically being at home makes me miserable. i want out. the holidays made me realize just how little my parents know me. they dont know anything about me. my sister hates me. and according to my mom the fact that we dont get along is somehow my fault too. because i guess most siblings eventually get close especially when one goes to college, ( Read more... )

i just thought that this was really funny ( Read more... )

i hate math. failing a course is new to me and i dont particularly like it, i dont understand how so many people are so chill about failing. so from now till the end of the semester i am going to attempt to eat, sleep, and breathe math so that i can pass this stupid course and never have to take math again in my entire life ever. i hired a tutor ( Read more... )

even though im awfully lonely i must say i am so oober proud of myself. it has been almost two months since the last time i was drunk and i have only drank 1 night since then (marisa's 21st, so it was a special occasion deserving of a celebration). the funny thing is even though i did enjoy the times that i had drinking, i really don't miss it. ( Read more... )

i finally admitted to myself and a couple of others a lot of the things going on in my head. it's made it a bit easier to cope. things are really difficult right now, but sometimes thats just how life is. not everything is supposed to be easy, and sometimes the things that are right are the hardest. but thats how it goes. i'm just trying to ( Read more... )

so it has come to my attention that i really need to learn to be a lot more assertive, and that sometimes its ok to be selfish. its just not in me to be like "pay attention to me" and honestly i cant stand the people who do that. let someone else be in the spotlight once in awhile. i find that this inability to speak up has me often overlooked. ( Read more... )