I've dealt with my ghost and I've faced all my demons ( Read more... )

so i have recently discovered quite a few things about myself that have hurt me a lot, mostly because they came from people i cared about. these things are beyond my control and no matter how much i hate myself because of them, theres nothing i can do to change. people need to learn to accept the way that this is the way that i am, deal with it ( Read more... )

slightly irritated by the insane amounts of jappiness around this campus.

between that and all the drama people never fail to amaze me.

that is all i have to say about that for now.

im feeling very calm. i had a pretty good weekend, better than most i would say, and just a little over two more weeks of classes left ( Read more... )

its been a week, time for another update. plus i am supposed to be studying for my religion test, so naturally i am writing in my livejournal. haha ( Read more... )

i'm so happy! tomorrow is my birthday ( Read more... )

ugh, spring break has officially started. much needed. don't really want to go home and spend a week away from everyone, but oh well, at least it will give me some time to do some serious thinking about some things. i dont know. i need to make up my mind, i keep changing it like everyday. i need to just make a decision and stick with it. well ( Read more... )

one of these days I'll figure everything out, and maybe something will go my way....until then Im just trying my hardest ( Read more... )

ok so i promise ill stop making depressing entries soon. but for now deal with it ( Read more... )

i dont even know. my life is weird and has been really fucked up lately. theres just constant highs and lows, no in betweens. nothing is just ever ok anymore. its either really good or pretty shitty. its just really depressing. ive been in a very depressed mood and ive been upset lately about things that are so little and stupid. and im ( Read more... )