Although I know no one no longer reads this, and won't see this entry either way, this will be my final entry here on LJ. Nearly three years ago, I created this thing as a representation of a lie. I don't know what I was thinking back then; I was trying to be something I was not. Perhaps had I not lied back then, things would be different now. It ( Read more... )

Well, it's here. The big one-nine. Who the hell says "big one-nine?" I guess I do. Today celebrates the nineteenth year of my life. I think I can safely say, I agree with Prodigy when he spit the all-time classic line;

I'm only nineteen, but my mind is old.I received the two games I wanted yesterday. I've yet to play Bully, but I'll make sure to ( Read more... )

Oh snap, I've been writing in this thing for two years now. Wow. Two years has gone fast, hasn't it? I was just a kid when I started this thing. I mean, seriously, my first entry looked like this;

Well, as this is my first entry at this great place, I guess I might as well introduce like a pro ( Read more... )

I want a chimpanzee, to have and to hold, until death do us part ( Read more... )

I'm bored. This looks fun. Stolen from RENGETS, not RENGENTS(I have to say that everytime to remind myself) who stole it from his girlfriend(I believe ( Read more... )

Please, if you're reading this, talk to me. I've been going insane since we've stopped speaking, and the only thing that will cure this insanity is if we speak. Please. I need that much, and you know who you are. I chose this entry to edit, and to leave as the last viewable one, because of the material within. Please talk to me; that's all I ask. ( Read more... )

Welcome to the LJ that updates for no purpose other than for the sake of updating ( Read more... )

I hurt myself today ( Read more... )

Today I'm speaking on a change that's happened. I lost something that was very dear to my heart. Something I at one time loved, I thought I could put my life on. Something that I always trusted, something that I always believed. Something that helped me, when I was feeling down, it helped bring me up, it helped me feel better. But it's done now. I' ( Read more... )

So close no matter how far ( Read more... )