I FEEL SO ABSOLUTELY HORRIBLE AND GUILTY!!!!!!! Jason and I were messing around, teasing each other, and I was getting a bit sick of him smacking my ass. So I put my hand up and said, "Do it again and see what happens." He did and I smacked him a lot harder than I intended to. My co-workers said that could see a handmark on his face right away. ( Read more... )

Okay so these past few weeks have been really hard. Since Jason's brother's wedding I've been super tight on cash. Luckily, this month I may only get two paychecks, but my first paycheck in December comes on rent day, which should make things a little bit easier. I might be able to buy small gifts for everyone this year ( Read more... )

With the start of this month, hope arises again. Hope that I will catch up with my bills this month...hope that I might start classes again next semester..hopes that none of my friends or family will have any problems. More when I wake up.

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I can feel the winter depression setting in. It's--well--depressing. I realized today why Jason doesn't want me physically all the time; I really don't think he's attracted to me. Oh, sure, I know he loves me for my mind, my sense of humor, my personality, butthe physical attraction just isn't there. I don't blame him, my stomach isn't even ( Read more... )

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Hmmmm...how did today go? SHITTY! No real reason, either, I've just felt crappy all damn day. it started when I had to wake Jason up for work at 3:45 in the morning, and he didn't get out of bed until 4:30. (He was supposed to be at work at 4:15.) So I went back to sleep and of course Jason called me at 10am, why would I be up by then? I don't ( Read more... )

I just got home from Mark and Beth's wedding reception, and boy, was it beautiful. Jason looked fantastic in his tux, and, if I don't say so myself, I looked HOTT! (Notice the two t's.) Probably about seven or eight people asked if Jason and I were next to get married, and I'm like, "GEEZ, we just started out!" Seriously though, even if Jason ( Read more... )

Another day at lovely Gate Serve. Yay. I made a decision today: I'm going to call off Tuesday so I can get caught up on everything I've been putting off lately. This way three good things can happen: I get to spend more time with J, I can get my chores done, and I can get revenge on the girl who says I slack at work by leaving her shorthanded. ( Read more... )

So sleepy! I worked an eight hour day today...short by recent standards. Tomorrow starts my new work week and my new schedule of four ten hours shifts a week--with no hope of overtime in sight. I'll keep saying it--this job is the easiest I've had, and has paid the most, and that's why I'm staying there; alas, there are always kinks. I got into ( Read more... )