The first hurt like hell

A pain I have never known

You were gone, and for the first time I cared

I cried the tears that made up the rivers

I wept harder than volcanoes could erupt

The shaking was comparable to earthquakes

There was a longing I had never known

A void that I couldn't fill myself

One that I cared not for others to fill

The days, the ( Read more... )

It’s been a week since I woke in your bed

And since, have been stuck in my head

With all the thoughts toiling about

With your arms wrapped around me

I felt safer than I thought I could be

There was no worries about the other shoe dropping

Only the feel of my heart stopping

The world fails to move when I am with you

It is the perfect moments, with you

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You touched a gypsy soul.

I want to adventure with you.

You didn’t try to cage me.

I grabbed my heart and handed you the fragile part.

You held it with gentle regard.

I was terrified.

You are comfort.

Mountains, oceans, plains.

In a lost forest post hurricane depression, in a corner office, I do my work.

Not THE work mind you, my work. The work that creates a paycheck. Only part of me is here in my work.

The rest of me is wishing to do THE work. The work in that space that is between here and there where rasa happens.

The space where this world doesn’t matter, but the ( Read more... )

It was that one exact moment

The one where I was comfortable with butterflies. Where the rest of the world didn’t exist. The same place we met in the middle with an understanding that we had no understanding. Where it was perfectly ok to just be. In the intertwining of two bodies that just fit. The space between us as we moved to kiss. It was that ( Read more... )

It is Saturday and I am being frightfully lazy.  And possibly consiring a nap.  Happy weekend

Christmas is over... and now it is back to work.  Despite not working in the office for 4 days, I did work at the shop for 2 of those.  This coming weekend, I have 3 days off in a row.  WOHOOO.  Christmas was good, running between the families' homes and such.  But the evening finished with a cocktail at a girlfriends home.  During that my ( Read more... )

 Or almost.  All I have left to do is clean the tub, and then a shower in my own space will be reality.  For a project that only took about 10 hours to do... it took me 5 days.  And why?  Because there was sleep and work inbetween- oh and drying time.  Everything had to have its own time to dry.  Normally on Wednesday night I am with my girlfriends ( Read more... )

I am a happy grrr... my friend Bret just sent me a message on another post board, and he is moving to Prague.  He has requested that I visit him, that will be great.  He is going to be in Denver in July and we will have dinner and figure out the details.  Some thing had to give beings that as it looks I will not be leaving the country this year, so ( Read more... )

So i have had the kids all day long and Caius is taking a nap.. ahhhhhhhhh.  I love them so much but the little one is a handful!  Right now Beanie is sitting next to me reading this as i type it.  She thinks it is pretty cool.  We went swimming for a couple of hours and then the little man fell asleep.  For a long while he has been calling me ( Read more... )