And just as it airs, a glaze settles over all that is me. It'll get blown off, sure enough. maybe even tomorrow, but it's there for now.

And I'm interested.

Bad day today. Mr. B noticed it too ( Read more... )

I feel numb.

I told myself what i used to tell myself. "The root of all suffering is desire." Once again it's proven true. As long as I don't want [X], I can't feel bad about not having [X] (as long as X isnt a human need, such as food or water).

It's just as simple as not wanting anything.

Merry Christmas ( Read more... )

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I woke up at 1:34 P.M. today. Good Will Hunting, Philadelphia, and 21 grams (great films) were on, in that order. The most asked of me today was to go pick up my mother some lunch, and I got to keep the change. A great way to start a holiday ( Read more... )

Today, I lost at poker, won at frisbee, and listened to Cat Stevens. Everyone's a winner with Cat Stevens.

And I'm sorry to be blunt.

Sitting here, writing a paper, in a closed off room, playing music loudly, sipping Dr. P, accomplishing something. Suddenly, I feel good.

Oh, and they made a Seussical reference on Family Guy. I'm glad I'm not the only one who doesn't like it.

I got this thing in the mail. The "National Young Leaders Conference" thinks I'm an exemplary young leader and should attend their week of seminars and dicking around in Washington D.C., for $1,295 of course. And I'm not sure whether they're just trying to pawn me out of my money or what, but signing up means missing a week of school anywhere in ( Read more... )

Today I got my license. Is it that I've gained my freedom or my weapon of choice? Possibly both, possibly neither ( Read more... )