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Still Stressed
Today in school, I heard news of some "Sweetheart ball" that will be at our school, probably a lame copy of Hillhouses even lamer Sweetheart Ball. It's depressing though, seeing as how I'm single...and have no sweetheart, and when I think of certain people, it makes me more depressed. UHHH I JUST WANT TO NOT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING BUT MY SCHOOL WORK ( Read more... ) -
Been a long long time
It's been a while for a lot of things for me. One of which is writing an entry. Lifes....I won't say stressful, because I don't want to think of myself as "stressed", but I'm easily aggrivated.
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So...
It's been a while since I've written I'm sure...but uh right now I'm tired. My life is...wake up, school, tennis and/or extra session, come home on city bus with all my tennis stuff, eat dinner...alone, do homework, sleep....wake up...etc. I'm so tired, and my only free day where I'm not in my school building is Sunday, but I'm at church for half ( Read more... ) -
Hm...
I'm not sure if I really have anything exciting to write about right now...I guess I'm just here, always doing school work...always...working...on school stuff...cause I have no life. I can't wait till I go off to college so I can finally just be on my own and just be somewhere new. -
Uhhhh
I really needed to right something in my journal here. What I'm feeling right now is regret, guilt, and I feel like an awful person. I know what I have to do, but I'm not sure if it's going to make me feel any better :\ I just want something really bad, and it's hard because I know that I'm not going to get it. We'll see what happens, and tears ( Read more... ) -
So...
So It's summertime now. I thought I would enjoy it more...but I guess I don't. Truth of the matter is, I was slighty obsessing over this person, we'll call him "john" So I am very aware that I'm obsessing over him, and I'm trying my hardest not to. But you know how things like that are sometimes out of your control...and recently I've just felt ( Read more... ) -
:(
I'm so upset :'( and sad and lonely. -
Bored
I'm chillin on aim, listenin to my ipod. I'm fly and I'm hot in a collar I just popped. I can lock it i can drop it, i can put it in my pocket. I'm the B to the S, yea that's right I'm the S**T. Some people say I'm cute but I don't wanna hear that, I'm not six nemore so you better change your view-a....
Ahhhh who am I kiddin, I can't rap for jack -
Tired
I've been really tired lately. And I can't surve in tennis cause my wrist really hurts when I do. It really sucks. I'm not wearing underwear to school tomorrow, we'll see how that turns out. My butt is getting larger :\ I'm craving a slushie/coolata something of that sort. I am happy otherwise.