What am I going to do about my feelings? I have needs that aren't being met in my relationship.

I need real commitment from Jason. He's moving in with me, and he still hasn't asked me to marry him.

Valentine's Day is coming up. Another chance to get severely depressed and disappointed.

I'm going to stuff myself with fried chicken now. Goodnight.

I'm working at Gannett now. It's a marketing service that prints USA Today and also works for Sam's Club doing data entry for members. We handle the member renewals and Group membership renewals and new group sign ups ( Read more... )

And still she couldn't cry
She never grasped the concept
that he could really die
and so she dragged his body home
and put him into bed
and he was never more alive
than the day she found him dead.

Apparently there is an entire legion of people on Deviant Art who love amputee women. Almost like a fetish. Of course it was this which reminded me of a girl I saw in the St. Matthews area who is amputated below her elbow on one arm. I think she is beautiful, and I think that her amputation makes her all the more interesting. But I like to look at ( Read more... )

Welsh Names: Dewey, Nye, Trev.

Other Names: Edwin, Stein, Bane, Ash.


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I have no job ( Read more... )

So Jason's friend from work (Misty) is getting married in the first week in June. I don't really want to go, but I'm invited. If I don't go, Jason and Misty will be rather disappointed. But hear me out on this... weddings make me very depressed. Call it envy, I don't care. I very badly want to get married to Jason. I want him to ask me to marry him ( Read more... )

I fell in love with a corgi mix up for adoption. I emailed the people who have him and I'm hoping they haven't put him down. He's 5-6 years old, and he is missing his left eye. He's the most adorable dog I've ever seen. The only problem is... he's in Cincinnati. It isn't THAT far to drive, but what if they won't let me have him? I don't know what ( Read more... )

"Mommy, when a soldier kills a baby, does the soldier still go to heaven since the baby is from Iraq and Iraq is bad people?"

When a woman stomps a helpless kitten and the internet hounds watch it over and over... where is God? Does he cover his eyes?

I hate all people.

Late one cold and stormy night I heard a dog a barkin ( Read more... )