I hate myself right now. I feel like a loser. I feel ugly. I feel like I'm ruining my relationship with the best person in my life. I don't even know what I have done most of the time... but who I am isn't good anymore. I find myself getting so jealous of people who have gotten married and are so happy together. I wish that was me. That will never ( Read more... )

I'm so bored today. I haven't been outside today either ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I've written in my journal. I don't know why. I guess I just haven't thought of it as being important ( Read more... )

I want these so bad.

These Here.

They're SO beautiful.

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I'm bored. My hair is standing on end in the back. I just woke up ( Read more... )

I'm in love.

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Solectron moved me from rebox (cell phone software updating) to Lexmark ( Read more... )

I started a new job two and a half weeks ago. There are a lot of people I know from high school including Scarlett, Patrick Duvall, and Rodney. I'd say my job is pretty tiring. My shoulders hurt like hell right now. I'm probably going to lay down after I finish writing this ( Read more... )

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