today was probably the worst day of my life. i went to the funeral of my youngest niece, she was only 20 days old when she died. it seems unreal that 5 days before she died i was holding her,feeding her, and just being with her. i almost skipped going to the movies because she fell asleep on me and i didn't wanna move her. apparently she had a ( Read more... )

chuck asked me today why do you still have the picture on your wall of you and shaunakay on your wall. all i could say was i don't know. shaunakay came into my life when i was a junior in high school she had moved to the dells from Adams. my friend Sam had introduced us we hit it off right away. we became best friends quickly and remained that way ( Read more... )

so i've been broken up with martin for about 2 months and im starting to regret it. i told everyone i broke up with him cause we are better off as friends. i even told him that. what a lie. i broke up with him because i started having deeper feelings toward him and im not use to it. im use to liking a guy but not really falling for him. then i go ( Read more... )

Bob Bryar has left My Chemical Romance!!! :( how can they do this to me?

jahrfest was pretty good. the weather was pretty shitty. in the morning it seemed to only be us walmart people.vanessa has video and pics of me and andy trying to hide behind eachother. bret and diane got to wrestliing and diane won. one he was down kelly got on top of him and started sayig that she won cuz she could outdrink him. he passed out so ( Read more... )

mike and i have been broken up since may but we still use to fuck around. just got a new boyfriend about 3 weeks ago. now all i can think about is how he's different from mike and i wish it was mike instead of the new boyfriend. its completly stupid of me i know but i just can't seem to get him out of my mind or life.

sunday night my friend had a little bonfire and invited some of us over to drink. my brother and i were one of the first ones to show up. after about an hour there i was sitting on the porch with my friend ryan. around this time we were buzzed.we were all talking ryan was trying to get my brother's attention so he started yelling hey chugs's ( Read more... )

wo i've decided to start new with my ex boyfriend. we just started talking again, but thats all for right now. i don't wanna rush into anthing since we just broke up a month ago.

why does it seem that everything i do or touch turns to shit? i swear for the past month it seems like the world is against me. maybe i should just give up fighting and let the world have its way with me. or should i stay fighting?

okay i have this bad luck of liking guys that usually turn out to be gay. it fucking sucks. how the hell is that possible? my life really sucks right about now