it has seriouly been an eternity since ive written in here... wow i jus sat here and read all the entries and theres like three that dont have to do with rich.. kinda makes you think about shit.. idkk no more... the depression hasnt really gotten better.. buh i guess it hasnt gotten worse.. me and aaron are finally togetehr after god only knows how ( Read more... )

holy long time since i updated... im at erics house right now.. holy wow.. and my summer has been okay... i found out yesterday that we are selling my house and my step dad is staying there to fix it up before we actually sell it and my mom brother and i are all moving into an apartment on fucking west st HELLO HOOD and yeahhh me and rich broke up ( Read more... )

havent updated in forever n im in school and its almost time t go so this will be short but shit hasnt gotten much ebtter althou i turned 16 and had an awesome partty kinda.. and i went shopping.. almost got a puppy but long story... me n rich are getting along me n aaron havent really hung out or even talked.. umm adam Imed me yesterday which led ( Read more... )

june 11th into june 12th. my party. you better go. or else! ;-)

BLAHHHHHH i havent typed in this thing forever!!!! sooo much has changed.. me n rich are broken up!! i dont knwo for good.. most liekly cuz i told him the only way we woudl go back out is if he changed! HA LMFAO off at THAT one! but yeah i been tlkin to aaron alot and hangin with nina so i have decided that i am only going to surround ymself with ( Read more... )

Il GiT R DoNe lI: hey whats up ( Read more... )

what the fuck.... seriously somebody please just stab me in the fucking head cuz i obviously am like the worst person in the world and just need to be fucking dead! yeah last night sucked... fucking i just dont knwo anymore... how can i be in a realtionship where it is always about rich but he blames eveything on me and says im the selfsih one and ( Read more... )

hey guess what? i guess posting anynomous comments is the cool thing to do now! how bout if u dont like what i fucking say in my hjournal then dont fucking read it! and dont be a fucking pussy and not put who u r cuz guess what? you and your stupid fucking comments arent gonna bother me cuz im sorry that i ant help the fatc that im depressed and ( Read more... )

yeah well people suck. so do couselors. and boyfriends. i hate life. i want to
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yeah okay letys be totoally not fair and get mad when you cant get laid but FLIP out on me when im mad because evey fuckin time we have sex u always finish n end up not horny any more but you never give two fuckin shits if i didnt or im still horny. good be a fucking asshole. i cant fucking take this bullshit i am seriously going to fucking try to ( Read more... )