Today was definetly the worst day in my life. I hate the people in my fucking Chem class. I also have practically given up in school. My life is down the drain. I dont know why i write anymore either. No one comments and noone ever has anything to say to get me going. thinking i actually have friends. WOW. I feel like shooting myself in the face. ( Read more... )

Why do i bother writing anymore? I do not know...I miss having Alex around. I still love him but no one seems to care about what I think. Myia is still being a total bitch and there are some things i need to work out. Even though people may not like me I will always have someone as a friend. ALWAYS. I always feel like I cant control myself. I want ( Read more... )

Right now, I'm probably in the most depressed mood I've ever been in. Theres nothing I can really say. Today I told Jean about my "mom". Only because she asked me why I was so claustraphobic and pretty much hate everyone. She said she was sorry, I knew she meant it. I hate people who fake things, for one. I can't believe half the people I thought I ( Read more... )

The good news is I'm not failing Chem. Actually I have a B-. Go me! Well anyways, Chey and Larissa are apparently getting on each others nerves and it kills me to see my friends fighting. Sasha and me went for two walks and I passed by these JERKS that decided to be really idiotic to me. It sucks. Eh...I really want to cut myself, but I won't ( Read more... )

Yes. Like what the subject says - I'm Broken. I feel like I have no soul. No....anything. Just a ghost to the world. It makes me sort of sad, but not that much. I just hate feeling all alone and by myself. I had ten years of that and I can't go back now.  I know there are people that care about me, but sometimes I just wish I could lie in someones ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do about anyone anymore. I feel I can't trust a single person besides myself. For the moment I am locking all emotion inside. After what that bitch, Myia, tried to do, I don't think I will ever be the same again. I have lost respect and friendship from many different people over that. Shes a cuntfuck and she knows it. I didn't ( Read more... )

At hannah's. Well we are partyin so ill get back to ya later bitches.

Heres some good info. Don't tell your boyfriend you need a break so you can help your friends..It ruins alot of shit. Too bad I can't reveal the people, because its really personal and thier lives are messed up enough. I should know from first hand expirience.

AM I: [Yes or No]
ugly?
kind?
quiet?
loud?
shy?
typical?
weird?
selfish?
crazy?
attractive?
cute?
pretty?
sexy?
nice?
mean?
immature?
rude?
cool?
a brat?
a bitch?
stupid?
caring?
mature?
uncaring?
a friend?
more than a friend?
your best friend?
talkative?
boring?
creative?
smart?
a flirt?
emotional?
slutty?
a psycho?
athletic?
confusing?
sweet?
moody?
annoying?
funny?
hyper?
laid back?
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Life is a depressing circle, We are born, We live, We die. Then, the best part, We are forgotten. Forgetting isn't something you'd think you would do to a loved one, but after you die and are forgotten, will the family line go down? What if there is an only child that commits suicide and also, Noone remembers there Great Great Great...ect. Aunts, ( Read more... )