I can't stand being away from Jeff. It was ok when we could talk for a few hours every night on the phone, but now his dad says I can't call every night. Apparently Jeff has "too much to do". But I know Jeff, he works better when he's trying to fit too much stuff in anyway. His dad is such a control freak. I think he doesn't like me just because I ( Read more... )

So to fill this time when I should be sleeping but can't, I think I'm going to try and do portraits of friends. They might not stay realaistic. It depends on my mood. If you want one done for you, just tell me. I make no guarentee as to the speed of completion. And I don't have a color scanner installed. (I have one I just need to install it.) I ( Read more... )

I can't sleep. It's 1240 in the morning, I have class at 9am tomorrow, plus a lab that will probably be long, plus I have to do the pre-lab, and I can't sleep. I lie in bed, but I just end up starting at the wall, the ceiling, or the blinds. I've been doing this every night for the past week. Of course I have trouble getting up in the morning, and ( Read more... )

I just opened an account on Zazzle.com to try and sell some of my art. If you want to see my art go to deviant art under Mctira. If you want to buy something go to zazzle.com and try to search for it. If you can't find it you either aren't using the right keywords or I haven't made a product for the artwork yet. In either case just tell me and I'll ( Read more... )

I just found out yesterday that Jeff's parents can't afford to pay for his college anymore so he won't be coming to Santa Cruz next year. Instead he's going to community college to get a 2-year degree. I won't see him for a whole year.

I just got back from the longest lab ever. We were extracting the oil from cloves. First we had to do a distillation. Then we did a liquid-liquid extraction to separate the oil from the water. Then we did it again this time with basic water to separate the acidic and the neutral compunds. Then we had to acidify the basic solution to reform the ( Read more... )

Is it a bad thing that Jeff hasn't been online or called or emailed me since he left? He left friday around noon. He didn't even really say good-bye. A group of friends, including him and me, had lunch and then he left. I haven't heard from him since. I'm just wondering to myself, is that a bad thing?

Let's see. I' haven't updated in a while and I'm sorry for that. Summer school and ochem are both evil beyond words. I have a final tomorrow. I haven't started on Harry Potter yet. I got an account on deviantart. My sn is Mctira. It's still empty, but I'll add stuff soon. Umm...I think that's about it. Isn't my life interesting?

So I just finished moving into the dorm I'll stay in for summer school. It's way bigger than the singles at Crown. My single is the size of Crown's double. I'm on the fourth floor, but I have an elevator. Aparently it's the only building with one.

happy anniversary, well sort of, but yeah i love you babe ( Read more... )