void. sorry if this thing is incredibly depressing, but it's not like i'm an incredibly depressing person, i just only write in this when i'm pissedddd. i'm generally a happy, funny, friendly person ( Read more... )

do you ever feel like you want to disappear? like, for no particular reason. you're just really tired of everything, and you think it might be nice to let it all go and stop existing for a little while. that's how i feel lately. my problem is that i'm overly ambitious and create high standards and when my expectations aren't met easily, i feel ( Read more... )

that's right i pilfered krista's survey. because i can. and because i'm way too frustrated about a million different things that i don't even want to try to talk about it...ugh ( Read more... )

lyrics to a good song that describe how i feel about some people right now ( Read more... )

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okay everyone's guilty of being a bitch to some other girl at some point in their life. occasionally you make fun of someone else to feel better about yourself. whatever. but have you ever noticed that some people are so frickin one-dimensional that it's ALL they can do? and honestly, it's fun to go with the bitch flow for a while...but now i'm ( Read more... )

stephen kelloggggg in 5 days with katie, kelly, krista, mary, and mollie. i'm uber amped cause i love going in to boston. and i'm gonna be rolling in money mad crazy soon so then i can go shopping. and that pandora site makes me wicked happy cause i typed in dave matthews and got tons of cool music back. 2 of my driving hours got cancelled so ( Read more... )

sorry if you don't like complaining. but this is going to be ALL complaining. as if i hadn't been through enough...lemierre's, strep, mono. i go to the doctor's today and he tells me that because i'm a special case, mono can be way more serious. not only may it last for a super long time, i may be feeling tired all of the time because i've ( Read more... )

oh man it is getting SO nice out!!! awesome weather for playing tennis. i kind of want to avoid going to that dance, because no one else wants to go. i know i'm obligated because of student council but...ehh...we'll see. you know what i was thinking about today? i was thinking about people that really get under my skin. i know i talk a lot ( Read more... )

okay so i'm babysitting...have been since 5:30 this evening...incredibly tired...incredibly bored...incredibly disgusted that i ate this chocolate brownie ball which i suspect was drenched in alcohol...and that's basically my life. idk so i decided to write in this because i've done everything short of a mad one-woman dance party which actually is ( Read more... )