You should be held responsible for your actions. Even if you have mental problems, you are not clinically insane and thus are expected to function, on some level, in the real world. You still know, subconciously, the difference between right and wrong, positive and negative, constructive and destructive ( Read more... )

alive, alive, i wanna get up and jive ( Read more... )

i want to get out of my house so bad except that if i go out i have no where to go. and if i do find somewhere to go my mom will most likely call all my friends and the cops and hunt me down. they're all fucking assholes. all of them. why do i have to stay home and watch them care only about her? my dad even told me that if he could pick ( Read more... )

i'm in such a weird mood right now. peaceful tired sad jaded bored relaxed hyper random etc. things that have been going on lately have been so weird. not bad i guess but just random. i feel like i just expected it. something really bad has to happen or else it's not my life ( Read more... )

i'd like to think that usually i'm a pretty logical person...okay, well maybe not *usually* but occassionally...i make decent choices considering i'm a teenager. but this is something that it's really hard to be rational about...a guy ( Read more... )

my mom almost threw a mirror at me tonight. thank God she remembered she didn't have enough money to replace it and decided not to, otherwise i'd probably have glass sticking out of me right now ( Read more... )

Dear Mom ( Read more... )

one of my doctor's offered to authorize the blood tests my hemotologist wasn't going to do until october (the anticardiolipin thing i talked about a while ago), so i took up the offer. i figured even if the results were bad it was better to know than to wait another 4 months. for that test you want your anticardiolipin phosphate count or ( Read more... )

I was smart enough to realize when things were getting worse, and now I'm going to get help. I'm not going to finish up the school year because of medical reasons, but I'll still be around. I'll just be in the hospital on an out-patient status so they can monitor me and check out what's going on. Most likely I'll be back to enjoy a regular ( Read more... )

would you rather be well-known or well-liked? would you rather be phony and have status, or be real and unmemorable? when we say that we hate drama, are we only contributing to the problem? why are people so cruel to eachother? does not caring even work? is ignorance, on some level, bliss? or is it better to know everything and be miserable ( Read more... )