Well 2007 completely fucking blew. From one stand point. From another it wasn't so bad. I made alot of new friends and have no real reason to feel bad about myself because of most of them. The part that blew was romantically. Every girl I went after either screwed with me, lead me on, or was just the worst possible timing I could have done so ( Read more... )

I've been expecting it to happen for a few weeks now, people I know irl have heard about it. Just thought I'd state it publicly so people know why I may be weird. I don't know how this will end up effecting me, but I heard the word autopsy from my mother when she was on the phone and she's very upset ( Read more... )

his news story can be found at SuicideGirls.com HERE: http://suicidegirls.com/news/culture/22679/Read more... )

I was supposed to be putting apps out ( Read more... )

let's just drive [my] car ( Read more... )

Lunch Conversations #4223: Getting In on the Ground FloorJohn: ... No ( Read more... )

It's been a long time since I've ever considered writing... writing for real that is ( Read more... )

I just lost an entire night of work, because I was going to hit someone. I had to leave or lose my job ( Read more... )

God I hope I did the right thing. For the right reasons. And that this all works out.

In the back of my mind I fear I've just managed to infect her with my own paranoia and that I've made a mess of everything... some more.

I had a good night last night. m Really good... verging on great. If ignore the big fight with Jamie in which I realized things don't change with her ( Read more... )