I need to get myself and my life together. I really fucking do.

Now answer a question, if you've read this you have to.

Did/Do you have an invisible/imaginary friend? Tell me all about them if you did.

I somehow failed to get trashed and forget about all my problems Saturday night. Which isn't to say I got trashed and didn't forget. I actually failed to get drunk enough. But I did manage to orchestrate a situation that made things a little worse. A little more awkward and make me feel a lot shittier ( Read more... )

I have a friend that jokes that my ability to read people and situations is so extreme that I psychic abilities ( Read more... )

This week is gunna be far worse than last years. Hooray for me.

The little things shouldn't bother me. They shouldn't. She blatently doesn't give a fuck about me anymore and I should be able to get past it, but stupid little shit seems to get me down so quickly.

::le sigh::

I get yelled at for not sleeping enough ( Read more... )

Hung out with a rather cute lady today amongst a big group and realized how bad my issues can get. Aside from a joke or two I literally could not talk. To her or to anyone. The situation I was in, which normally wouldn't have gotten to me so much, really fucked with me. Than loud music made me over the top. I became completely overwhelmed and ( Read more... )

I am a moron.

That's the last time I let escapism get me in trouble. I swear to fucking god.

I can't believe this is surprising/bothering/worrying me so much. I'm an idiot. This is dumb.

Tell me I'm dumb.

I don't chill with Musey enough, I really don't. I'm being torn in so many fucking directions at once and I end up neglecting the people I need to be around most.

::le sigh::

YES I'M STILL FUCKING VAGUE DAMNIT!

So far so crappy.