purple..in honor of grape candydrop hooka

[me_by_design]

for the past week or so i have felt completely apathetic towards people and life in general. i am back to the state of mind where i can't find it in me at all to give a fuck about people i don't really know. i'm through, AGAIN, with meeting people. i'm tired of acting like i give a shit about who their friends are. i really don't. if i take the

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"Fuck being a doormat"

[unsung_ellie]

It shall be painted in glow-in-the-dark colors. We'll have a blacklight on the porch. It will be wonderful!

[cheezepuffer]

Man, that's my wilco cd I knew you would keep it.

ahem

[anonymous]

i believe it is I whom you speak of, your friend's friend you are unwilling to give a chance to. its fine im over it. i was just saying if you dont want to be judged dont judge others.

Re: ahem

[me_by_design]

who are you?

Re: ahem

[me_by_design]

i am not judging anybody.
the people i don't care to be friends with are people who just don't interest me enough to get to know. judging someone would actually mean that i would have to sit there and think about what i don't like about a person. i am too apathetic about making friends to even go that far. judgement takes far too much effort.
as for not judging you specifically, i think you gave me the right to do so when you left yourself as "anonymous." how am i supposed to give a shit about who you are when you obviously don't even see yourself as important enough to leave some sort of name or clue to let me know how you even got into my livejournal.
you crossed the line of my not judging you when you read my journal. you're in my territory. of all places, this is the last place in which i will be taking orders from you or anyone else.

p.s. i'm sure this entry probably doesn't even have any relation to you whatsoever. it was hardly directed at any one person.

[shallow_means]

helloooo it's lindsay. add me back?

[me_by_design]

ahhh fer sure!!!!

<3!