just when you think everything might be okay, something happens, and you realize nothing has changed. you're still not okay, and you're still struggling ( Read more... )

i cant believe i lost it. i can't believe i lost the one thing that actually gave my life meaning. i don't know how i'm going to keep going on.

whoaa!! hey i'm back!! yeah, so lots. and lots have changed since my last entry. holy shit has alot changed ( Read more... )

its the times when i'm sitting in calculus class and mrs. s is explaining this whole big formula and process to find a frigging 1 digit number, or something that still has a variable in it that i'm glad i wont have to take many math classes in college. its the times like now when i'm studying for a quartely exam which i stayed home on purpose so i ( Read more... )

yea. whatever. havent been here in two months and even then that entry was pretty damn random ( Read more... )

john mayer is amazing because everyone can relate to any one of his songs at any given moment. this song explains how i feel ( Read more... )

i don't think anyone reads this anymore. i think that's a good thing ( Read more... )

i wrote a note on facebook, i got reall off track and this is part of it that i didnt want on facebook, because no one really needs to read it. the note i wrote is really thought provoking but this part just belongs in a diary ( Read more... )

i have never felt so stupid in my entire life ( Read more... )

i did some thing where you pick colors in order of you you feel you relate to them... and it gave me this response. no one has to read the whole thing but i actually find it to be almost 100% true. its freaky how much its describing me ( Read more... )