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I am only responding to say that I have no response. So roll your eyes and keep your secrets... I'll make mine as well ( Read more... )

Things are looking up...

I was happier last night than I had been in months and months. So, thank you for that. Here's to many more.

Cheers!

- Steven

P.S. I'm happy. Look, I bounced back.

I'm starting to come around. Eating is becoming a bit more regular. Sleep is not quite there, yet. I'm forgiving some things and forgetting others. I'm crying more times than I care to. I wish I could stop checking your journal and I wish you'd block your entries. I wish I felt like any of this mattered to you as much as it mattered to me. If I ( Read more... )

I just wasn't strong enough.

My anxiety level has been very close to crippling as of late, which has been worsened by my dwindling supply of prescription valium ( Read more... )

And if I show you my dark side
Will you still hold me tonight?
And if I open my heart to you
And show you my weak side
What would you do?

do you remember me? how we used to be?
do you think we should be closer?

the world's worst UTI.

I just got done ripping up a couple bibles to create the backdrop for the Sohns' photo shoot. If I wasn't going to hell before, I'm damn sure going to now ( Read more... )