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this weekend has been great ive gone to the beach 3 times, once on friday,saturday and sunday.. the festival was amazing i had so much fun.. but we were the only sane school there.. i dunno.. ive only had 8 hours of sleep this weekend so im falling asleep.. im gonna go.. just thought id let ya know about my weekend.. love ya mean it... LUV LUV...

WELL LAST NIGHT WAS SO GREAT! SADIES WAS AWESOME.. I DANCED OR SHOULD I SAT FREAKED WITH ALOT OF PEOPLE.. JUAN DURAN IS A GOOD DANCER! WE GOT JOANIE TO GO ON SUPREME SCREAM AND BOOMERANG! I HAD A BLAST.. XCELERATOR WAS AWESOME... I RODE WITH DANI IN THE VERY FRONT! EVERYONE WE TALKED TO LOVED OUR OUTFITS OR GREEN HOLLISTER HALTER TOPS,OUR BIG GREEN ( Read more... )

well you know how i said i was feeling better? scratch that off.. i talked to matt and he told me he didnt mean what he said.. and that its not that he doesnt love me but that he just doesnt want to be in a relationship.. and i dont care about that... but to make me feel like crap, the first time by not explaining yourself is jacked up... then call ( Read more... )

well today was going alright, but in 4th period matt called an di lstened to the voice mail he sent me.. and i heard his voice and i wanted to cry.. i felt so sick... me and joanie were talking and we said were gonna me MATERIAL GIRLS from now on.. and find boys with money.. who can take care of us and treat us like princesses... cause right now im ( Read more... )

well i am actually feeling better but i think im feeling this way because ive decided not to let him get to me.. i talked to my other friend jesse and he helped me alot.. i always confide in him.. i feel as though im ready to give up on love altogether, im at the point that if i keep feeling this way i wont lov ehim anymore.. then i'll eventually ( Read more... )

I STILL MAY BE PRETTY HURT. BUT IM TRYING TO COPE WITH THIS IM TRYING TO BE A STRONG PERSON. ITS REALLY HARD BUT SO ARE ALOT OF THINGS IN LIFE. I MEAN ITS NOT GONNA BE EASY NOT LOVING HIM, BUT LOVING HIM WASNT ALWAYS EASY EITHER. SO I THINK IM FEELING A LITTLE BETTER, BUT I STILL HURT. I THINK THAT THERES A REASON WHY THIS HAPPENED.BECAUSE I LOVED ( Read more... )

ive never been so sad before, and today i cried harder than i ever have.. my ex b/f basically told me he doesnt love me and that i should move on..i feel like dieing, why didnt he tell me earlier, why did he say he loved me? i hate love and relationships now.. i feel as though all my emotion has been stripped away from me and like im not worthy to ( Read more... )

bonjour.. yea well yesterday was alright.. i went to cardinals 4 christ.. i came home and got my stuff ready for adrianna.. im spending the night to night and tomorrow.. im excited about tonight.. were gonna have great fun.. tomorrow is probably gonna be even better.. tuesday im getting my own phone line.. which will be great.. so then i can talk ( Read more... )

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