well today was pretty similar to the way it is everyday, sherrie and i are talking. she gave me this book to read "the perks of being a wallflower" its a really great book.. i like it.. very interesting... 2morrows my dads bday and i wish i could do sumthing amazing 4 him but.. he has to go to school.. i might bake him a cake, that would be nice ( Read more... )

good morning.. yesterday was an alright day.. i suppose.. gosh im tired.. joanie and i decided 4 angies bday were gonna go to american eagle and ger her sumthing together.. cause were cheap like that.. i bought my sadies ticket which i good.. hopefully today wont be as hot.. i thought i was gonna die in dance yesterday.. well im gonna go.. ill ( Read more... )

well yesterday was kinda the same.. except jesse and i are getting closer... its hard to believe what hes said though and he knows that... everyday my protective wall crumbles more and more.. just because i wanna trust him.. anyways joanie and i are gonna hang out on friday with a friend of mine and his friend.. cause i promised joanie i'd find her ( Read more... )

sherrie and i are on speaking terms again.. its take us time im sure to be back to normal.. Jesse told me something that scared me.. it scares me cause its hard to believe... and im not really sure what to do about it.. it scares me yet makes me feel happy and excited... but those are very different emotions and its kinda hard to mix them.. but we' ( Read more... )

so yesterday went well.. although i dont think it was the best night of the play.. people were messing up their lines but oh well.. the cast party was frikin rad.. it always is.. after the play we ate.. then did our cast and crew talent show.. it was funny, the guys put on the bushel and a peck skirts and danced... riley looked sexy.. he took off ( Read more... )

yea yesterday was alot better than it has been, im not speaking to sherrie.. i hope she doesnt go to the cast party.. yea the cast party is awesome.. its in the auditorium and all the lights get shut off... we do a talent show thing its funn.. speaking of i g2g get film 4 my camera.. shoot... ok well.. hopefully tonight goes well.. there was alot ( Read more... )

i talked to a friend of mine last night that i care about alot, and he sorta helped me with my situation.. hes the greatest.. im just gonna say oh well, it hurts but at the same time why be with someone you cant trust or believe.. it doesnt work.. plus boys are dumb.. and ill get over it, one day God will bring me the one im meant to be with.. and ( Read more... )

im so confused i dont know what to say, im sad yeah but i know you are too.. im trying to be understanding, and your reply made me realize something. i should give u a chace but not now.. i always planned on trying things out with us but its not the right time..there is a certain someone who says youll never change and that youll always talk to her ( Read more... )

dont forget to win first place, dont forget to keep that smile on your face ( Read more... )

yesterday was ok.. and everything was ok when i was watching the play with jesse.. until.. i wasnt feel good about what happened.. yea i said i didnt want a boyfriend but i dunno, and i didnt get mad at him about sherrie.. i was talking to her after she walked him.. and she said some stuff.. and it hurt me.. that i cried.. thats another reason why ( Read more... )