Yesterday was an alright day.. i got to hang out with jesse... and thats prrobably the best thiing that happened. i hope today will be better. i prayed all last night and cried myself to sleep.. im not absolutely sure why either... but i think it was good for me i was able to let my emotions go when usually i keep them locked up, im feeling a ( Read more... )

most of today was good.. but alot of past memories have been poppping up in my head and its making me sad.. and the rain isnt helping.. i hope my mimd gets cleared and im able to forget about it.. gosh bad times... im going to morning prayer 2 morrow.. i need it! i dunno whether jesse is mad or frustrated with me.. but he needs to understand.. guys ( Read more... )

hopefully school will go well.. ill get to see my joanie, and jesse.. and anjie and all my other buddies..i hope today and 2morrow go by super duper fast. so wednesday well be working house and thurday, friday and saturday night as well.. im excited ..i g2g get ready 4 schoolio!
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so i went to the library which was good, and im just printing out pictures.. im kinda tired.. but everything is good right? heh... school is good, so im glad tomorrow is monday..i just hope this week doesnt go slow.. monday.. turn in my 5 page paper, tuesday.. bake after school and set up for house crew, wednesday.. No SCHOOL! house crew all day.. ( Read more... )

its like 9 30 in the AM and im not so tired anymore.. last night i watched chicago and talked to jesse for a little while, joanie said she didnt get my message when i called her.. cause she wanted me to go and i couldve gone.. but im glad i stayed and did my essay.. today i g2g to the library with my dad and make copies of picures that edgar degas ( Read more... )

hello all, im done, im so happy.. slthough i need to do my works cited page..well evrything has been crap today yet good cuz jesse made me feel beeter! he always does.. i felt bad that i couldnt talk to him though.. Guys & Dolls is almost here im so excited.. i have to talk to mrs. Winz about tuesday i dont think i can stay to bake... remind me ( Read more... )

ive been working my bum off since 7:30 this morning on this flippin 5 page essay.. and the funny thing is i think itll be more than 5 pages to get all the info in...im tired.. u better believe after im done with this project im going to sleep...im so tired and stressed i feel like crying..i usually talk to my mom when i feel like this (full of ( Read more... )

gosh im tired maybe its not a good idea for me to be up this early.. i tried to do my own Lj page but its frikin dumb.. jesse called me last night at like 1.. which im glad for because i wanted to make sure he was ok.. although, im kinda glad i want awake to answer the phone. i dont like talking to people when their drunk.. but any other time.. i ( Read more... )

im just sitting in my room, my eyes are burning from staring at this computer screen for so long.. and i need to sleep.. ive been trying to write my 5 page essay on edgar Degas.. yup hes an artist he paited beautiful pictures of ballerinas... i love ballet so pretty and relaxing... so yea... i think ill go to sleep in a while. and ill get up early ( Read more... )

well lets see...gosh i feel like i have a huge burden over my head... i see this guy who is amazing yet too good to be true, and im not quite sure if hes completely sure he likes me.. maybe .. i dunno.. he could like other girls too right? it cant be just me. can it? hes a great guy, other girls want him too.. and he could be with them so why isnt ( Read more... )