ok it was raining now its now..i want it too rain so i have a reason to wear my rain jacket..what the hell..ill wear it anyways, im sure its cold outside ( Read more... )

well today was ok and so was yesterday i think ive been very hurtful to a special friend of mine who thinks i dont care about him as much as i do.. emotions are hard to show and relationships just arent for me..your a great guy you know who you are..and im sorry for hurting you..We'll always be friends maybe someday something more..you make me feel ( Read more... )

gosh people make me so mad.. so mad it wants to make me cry..im sick of being so emotional! Jesse is mad at me and i hate it cuz hes my buddy and i care about him alot..and im afraid if i dont give him a chance ill lose him completely. but im afraid to give him a chance, im not a good relationship person..i don't trust alot of people..i trust 4 ( Read more... )

hello there..i went with my dad to cafe' kashmir and saw his friends band play.. covers of radiohead,coldplay,beatles, and oasis..the guy who was singin the coldplay and radio head songs was amazing and he looked like the guy from cold play..they played there there and i was like whoa!gosh jesse is mad at me now! everything has been kinda crappy ( Read more... )

Gosh rain makes me feel so cruddy and sad... but yesterday was somewhat fun and somewhat upseting..that nameless person ended up going, 10 or so people were supposed to go and we ended up with 6..natalie,the girl,riley,martin,adrianna,and myself! i had fun we went bowling and i got to know riley and martin alot more and their great! joanie and i ( Read more... )

today should be a good day, and i gotta start getting ready joanie is coming for me at like 9:50 so im excited.. we're on good terms now just a misunderstanding that we worked out thats why i love her! im not sure the to remain nameless girl is going but we'll see.. hopefully not! so that way on the way to city walk i can ride with joanie! man, im ( Read more... )

i was writing and my computer froze so now i gotta do it again ( Read more... )

good morning..im awfully tired, its 7:06 and joanie is coming for me so im happy... starbucks here we come.. i hope it rains today! ilove the rain but i dont like lightning..i dunno why but i dont.i have a cardinals for christ meeting today so thats always good..im babysitting tonight..my cousins theyre small..like 3 and 2 but they love me so its ( Read more... )

wow, its like 9:42 and jesse says i should mention him. so hi jesse..i love ya ( Read more... )

today was good i suppose, i saw my joanie so that made me happy. except theres a certain person on my mind, and i feel as though he'll never know how i feel...hes great but were just friends..today is wednesday which means if i was able to get to church i could go and my dad cant take me so that leaves me with another lonely wednesday..im ( Read more... )