I don't give a shit. :)

I am a good person. I deserve to be happy. And I am going to be. Every day gets a little bit easier. And I know the day will come when the past no longer bothers me at all. I have let go so much of the past already that it seems almost sad that I let those stupid things bother me for so long. Not only that, but it feels good to slowly drop the ( Read more... )

So I have profound ability to put my foot in my mouth. At all the wrong moments. Well, is there ever a RIGHT moment to put your foot in your mouth? I digress.

Our dilemma is that we hate change and love it at the same time; what we really want is for things to remain the same but get better. -

Sydney J. HarrisLast night was great. I had such a ( Read more... )

There are little things in life that mean more than anything else. It does not take much to make me smile. I am, in that way, a very simple woman.

Just wanted to say that. :-) Goodnight.

= love. I saw it for the second time tonight and loved it. Go see it. I see movies like that and it makes me remember that soul mates do exist. I know that they do, but I like to see things work out. Even if it just is in a movie. Hope is a funny thing.. One last bit of light at the end of a very dark tunnel can get anyone through a bad situation. ( Read more... )

“Quarantine” freaked me out. I watched it tonight and I’m sure I will have wonderful dreams about that one. But, in retrospect, I am proud of myself for figuring out what the deal was before it was revealed. That’s a blessing and a curse. Half of the time I can’t be surprised during a movie because I think on the details way too much. Then, when I ( Read more... )

Dark and twisty? Not so much. Not anymore. I am not going to live my life like a paused movie. Life is too short to play games... and to be fickle.. and to worry.. and to doubt... and to hurt. I am over all of this. I really am. If love is not enough, then what is? I guess we will see. God knows what He is doing. I guess i'll just see what he has ( Read more... )

I had a really awesome time of prayer tonight. God is changing my life and my heart in so many ways that I don't even know where to start ( Read more... )

I had a realization last night.

Everything is going to be okay. All of my doubts, fears, insecurities, pain.. it's all a lie sent from the enemy to keep me down. Every work that God begins, He will see it through. I am just going to live my life... and leave the details to God. I'm not perfect and i'm clearly human, but I am learning to breathe ( Read more... )

So, in lab, we are discussing bones. And our professor showed us bones from a 21 year old and then bons from a 25 year old.. good lord at the difference. Getting old really does suck. Anyone over 50 that still lives an active life.. you are officially my heroes. I really really do not want to get old ( Read more... )