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STUPID REQUIRED DOCUMENTS. This applying for a loan thing is a big fat headache. New required documents are popping out out of the blue. I have a list from one source and then i get another list from another source. JERKS.And then when i want a frickin' student discount for my god damned monthly bus pass, they say no! no! you must get another ( Read more... )

i'm moving out of the apartment i was sharing with krystal. we got in a mini argument brought on by a lot of stuff that was never said and things that were said behind ones back in the heat of anger and trying to pretend it was because she was an enemy to make things simpler. we talked a lot. i listened and became guilty which is something that ( Read more... )

yes look at what i've been doing. i moved to montreal was miserable because of my disattachment from my rob for 2 months and then for a quick fix i went and ended it by having sex with someone else after a night of mushrooms(which was a first for me). there was no plot here it just happened . i felt and feel regret. but also am confused , ( Read more... )

i started a new job. i like it a lot so far. i have a lot to learn but that's alright mama. it's a t a restaurant called B&M. I've been told that i'm going to make a lot of money so that's all i care about.we move into our apartment on wednesday.that's all i got.

so i didn't go to work today. i said i was sick. not entirely untrue but whatever. it's mostly just that i can't stand a guy i work with. he's a stupid paki and i hate him! here's what happened. he asked if i wanted to go have a drink. i said sure. he seemed harmless enough. we have beers at a stupid place. basically he decides that since i'm out ( Read more... )

i drank last night with the people at avanti's (krystal's work). that was fun. we brought my cds over so the tunes were pumpin i guess. well krystal did put rocky horror on and so therefore there was a performance of sorts. also a drunk girl was getting me to dance with her. problem: she kept smelling me and telling me we should be "friends". ( Read more... )

i'm sick feeling.i have work and apartament. i have an urge to speak broken english because i am surrounded by it. needless to say. montreal is a lot of fun. and i like riding the metro. i do not however like the bus. but i don't hate it so yip! me and krystal will paint soon . her landlord and her neighbors are crazy. but mainly the neighbors ( Read more... )