i feel weird . i want to hang out with my friends, im 17.
half of my life in one big lie. nobody even knows. they dont want too. i swear the only person who knows the lie im living is dave. i dont want to live it anymore.
wow andrea finally came to see us. i havent seen her for years. i fucking missed having a friend like that. worked really sucked today. but.. tonight was good. wow did i just say that?