do you ever look back on past journal entrys and think "damn i wrote some retarted shit." why would i ever consider writing "monkeys balls" and "sex" in the same sentence? yeah ( Read more... )

46 minutes and counting before easter dinner with my beloved family. all ive eaten today is cereal, some jelly bellys, and an apple. its time. i want food ( Read more... )

its so strange. i went from having a great group of friends and no boyfriend first semester to having a great boyfriend and no friends second semester. and how did this happen again? because right about now im confused how i have been permanately exluded from the possie that i was in the center of only a few months ago. i realized tonight that if ( Read more... )

i cheated literature last night and it felt good. my mom had rented pride and prejudice last night and asked if i wanted to watch it. at the moment she requested some movie watching company, i was reading that very same jane austen novel and had about 50 more pages to go. my eyes were tired and my brain felt fuzzy. so i did the bad thing. i watched ( Read more... )

its ridiculous how many people think theyre compassionate people. so many times ive heard people say "i am the glue that holds society together" or "im the only one who ever listens." i hate to break it to all you "highly sensitive and caring" people, but you just arent that good. if u think u care, and tell other people how good you are at caring ( Read more... )

all last week it was refreshingly warm and life felt fuzzy. then out of nowhere the temp dropped to what is expected at the beginning of february. i wouldnt mind if i didnt have to go outside. but the practice room is calling to me and a long bitter walk will consume me. in a few minutes. maybe 20. maybe after im done updating my lj (which i will ( Read more... )

first and foremost: HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND BASICALLY AMAZING ROOMMATE GINA! yessss girl... holla at the one-nine :-D ( Read more... )

for anyone whos ever had sex:

did it suck gorilla balls the first time? does it ever get better?

not that this pertains to me or anything... just curious (haha im an awful liar)

tomorrow starts the second half of my adventuring at the famed and uber ugly purchase college. dorms open at 10am and mike is getting there early. if it werent for the incentive of seeing him, i would drag my ass getting out of the house tomorrow. but i plan on leaving early. i miss him dreadfully! school work, on the other hand, i really dont miss ( Read more... )

u know when u have tons of pictures on ur camera that u want to put on ur computer so u can look at them better but u dont have the camera connector and its making u anxious and ur face is getting kinda red and ur butts kinda itchy??? ...no? *looks around uncomfortably* well uh, mean either. though i wouldnt mind having my camera connector thingy ( Read more... )