its official, i hate boys. its so depressing. ok, i know some boys read this so explain something to me PLEASE! how can a boy just hook up with a girl and do stuff with them and not think twice about them the next day? how can they not have some feelings or interest toward the girl and why don't they want to call them again? girls, no matter ( Read more... )

i want the ocean to cover over me, i want to sink slowly without getting wet, maybe someday i won't be so lonely and i'll walk on water every chance i get...

well this weekend was very very entertaining. today was very very boring. i think i have been having really good luck lately and im kinda scared that this entry will jinx me. i will risk it. saturday was graduation. good times. i went to some parties and the best of course was benoit's. i only liked a select few people there but then these ( Read more... )

ITS SO HOT~i can't take it. i need the airconditioner ( Read more... )

im so bored and summer just started. i feel really...sad. its hard to explain my emotions when i don't exactly know what im really feeling inside. i wish i went to a psychiatrist...oh well. everything has to get better at some point...right? ANYWAYS~i stole lucas' survey and im gonna do it cause im bored ( Read more... )

so finding my own john mayer is going to be harder than expected. there just aren't that many out here folks. oh well...just have fun. i started writing this with the intention of talking about something important but i forgot so i guess it isn't that important afterall. anyways...boys seem to prefer dirty girls...why is that? its gross really ( Read more... )

the weekend is over and it means that there are only 6 more days of school left! im so happy. ive had a headache this whole weekend...its a mystery really. so what is my big DECISION? ill tell you. this summer i decided that i am going off and looking for my own personal john mayer! aren't you excited for me? im excited for myself. iver been ( Read more... )

i thought it was time for a change. school is almost over...thank god. i cant wait for summer but i know whats gonna happen. im so excited cause i think its gonna be great and then it will turn out to stink. my life has been pretty simple. i went and played volleyball the other day with lucas and all the other boys and that was pretty fun. i ( Read more... )

ugh...WHAT THE FUCK

im so depressed. i had probably one of the funnest weekends of my life so far and im depressed. its because i know it probably won't happen again. i see other people who are always having fun by just being together and i get sad because i think of how many things already in my life i wish i had changed. i wish i had just done everything i wanted ( Read more... )