whats up everyone!? i don't know why i said everyone, i think only 2 people ever look at this thing haha. its been a pretty good break. i was supposed to go to spain but there was too much terrorism so i was stuck in central new york all week. it wasn't too bad tho. i hung out with some friends for the most part. i also got my license which ( Read more... )

lately has been pretty bad for me. i don't exactly know what it is and thats whats so frustrating. everything just seems wrong. its like you can say who your friends are but you can't really count on them. people pretend to enjoy your company and pretend they like you but then when they think you aren't looking you can see the looks they give ( Read more... )

craziness my dear friends. i have not used this thing in so long. my good buddy lucas reminded me of it tho so i decided that maybe i should write. i have a lot of things to say but not tonight. all i will say right now is that i have come to a shocking realization tonight... its scary actually. its scary because its something that i just ( Read more... )

WELL! it certainly has been a while. christmas just came and left. i love christmas but i feel kind of sad when it is all said and done with. it was good tho, i got a whole bunch of clothes and money ( Read more... )

im so depressed. seriously i just want to cry and i hate it but i can't help it and its so bad. i do it to myself tho, everytime its self-inflicted. i just don't know what to do anymore. it seems like everything i do is the wrong thing and every decision i make is the wrong one. everything always starts off good and then gets fucked up in the ( Read more... )

ifa i can't have you, i don't want nobody baby. if i can have you oo oo ooh!

i just feel helpless. i try to act happy around everyone and inside i just feel so alone. i ask why and i have no answer.

hurry up.
save me from myself.
i'd give anything for it.
i just don't want to be lonely anymore.

Ah, what a wonderful week it has been. I said that this summer was going to be the best summer ever and that has proven to be a big failure so far. It's been better than most but still nothing extremely wonderful or fun has happened...yet. There is still a little over a month left and a lot could happen. I still have to do my spanish homework ( Read more... )

Today was another massively hot day but i hardly went outside. I had nothing to do so i stayed inside and watched movies and baked brownies! it was so cold inside my house that i wore pants! life is great, isn't it? amoung the movies i watched today i would say my favorite was Igby Goes Down. i also watched How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days, which ( Read more... )