so it is my birthday - not one present - not one "happy birthday" from anyone...i bet everyone who reads this will go their whole life without that ever happening...do i whine to much or is it ok that that makes me kinda sad ( Read more... )

i never read my friends page - why? b/c its all the groups i joined are full of a bunch of hip looking preteens who read the same books and listen to the same music i do...maybe it should make me feel less alone...but it makes me feel like a tool...i am going to leave those groups and start posting...

did anybody see connor smash his guitar on tv? he also mentioned simon joyner and townes van zandt!

so i am still really really thinking about flying to california to see the cocteau twins reunion...i would be thinking about it no matter what..but the fact that i would also get to see new order and gang of four makes it pretty much the best gathering of music i will have a chance to see in my lifetime ( Read more... )

Well, wow ( Read more... )

i am 1/5 of the way to my new years goal of reading 50 books ( Read more... )

Howard Zinn will on the daily show tomorrow(thursday)...i can't even express how wonderful this is...it will be strange to see him on such a format...i have seen him in person many times and on cspan...

its 2005 - we are going to see a new george fucking romero zombie movie on the big screen this year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my new years resolution is to read 50 books(in one year - not ever) i may abandon this right away if i fall behind - i have a TWO research methods classes this term...i am getting a pretty good start at 50 ( Read more... )

so i just woke up...the only party i was invited to is 2 hours away...im never one for parties to begin with but certainaly not right now...i would have loved to go out for a nice dinner or something like that...just not a party...speaking of dinner i have not ate any food at all for two days now...and its not something i am trying to do on purpose ( Read more... )