I've given my heart away to so many things.
Given my heart to nothing real.

I'd like to take you down and show you deep inside my life, my inner workings. So smell and lack of inner pride, to touch upon the surface is not what it seems. I take away my problems..

...but only in my dreams.

This journal is really gay.

I need to find my sanctuary.
Some place safe, gotta get this out of me.
This is my escape.

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We all die like cartoons,
Surrender your children,
Kids like to kill.

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THAT STABBING IN YOUR HEART,
THE BLACK HOLE IN YOUR SOUL,
SLOWLY RIPPING YOU APART,
...THATS ME.

New journal..

whatsin_mymind

I don't want this one anymore...I don't feel like explaining why. Comment on the friends only page on it.

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I've been lying awake at night ( Read more... )

Well, tonight my sister let me drive for 3 hours. We drove around the fairgrounds, it reminded me of this summer, great times. Then we went to the new target in altoona. I got Rachaels birthday present, it's a very nice one if you ask me. During the whole time, we sang to sublime. I love my sister. I want to see grudge, man, that movie looks like ( Read more... )

I think it's funny how people think other people blame them for the hell of it. I just don't blame people for the hell of it. Just because your relationship isn't the best, doesn't mean you have to ruin others. I think we all learn a lesson of who's your friend and who's not..People who make decision's as to "walk out of your life" aren't your ( Read more... )

I'm considering taking every single one of you off my friends list..