livestock is this weekend and i can't wait. i know i don't usually update my livejournal but i am about to go to work and i figure i better get used to typing now because it is what i do all day. but yeah. things are okay i guess. i am living with my brother and yeah. but like i was saying i really can't wait until this weekend, it is going to be ( Read more... )

hello!
i feel really happy with my life right now. things are going well. i have 2 jobs, i have a few good friends, i have someone who actually likes me for me.
i know i'd be a liar if i said this would last forever, but i'm definitely going to enjoy every last second of it.
<3<3<#

i lost something.
then regained it.
and lost it again.

all i have is myself, and that is all i need.
what did i ever do to deserve such a thing?

fuck people.

life is peachy.
it really is.
even though i got in a accident, have shitty insurance, got a ticket, and somehow need to figure out how to pay my insurance down payment... i think things might get better.
"god. that fucking kid" scott/brian makes me laugh.
i <3 him. x 59364763785634769464634554.

<3<3 Amanda

my parents are kicking me out.
i deserve it/

still jobless ( Read more... )

life is getting better.
yay.
i hate people tho.

<3<3<3

i really do think i've given up.
because whenever i really think about it, this world is nothing but bullshit and material items, and i hate it.
but i do really need to find a job before my parents really get pissed.
i just wish i really knew what the hell i was still doing alive.
i mean, is there really a purpose to life.
i think not.

<3 amanda

life fucking sucks ( Read more... )

well ( Read more... )