where has all the fucking time went ( Read more... )

so, I never write in this anymore ( Read more... )

why do I still feel this way?
can anyone answer?
no.
no they can't.
because they have no idea.
I feel like I can't talk to anyone anymore.
seriously, at least.
we're all so afraid to be vulnerable,
scared that we'll be judged.
what a terrible way to live.

PS: The world would be a much better
place if we all dressed as grandmas
and grandpas.

Oh life, where do I go from here?

I hate regrets.
I hate feeling belittled.
I hate not being over someone.
I hate seeing this person in
the hallways everyday and wanting
to hug them and tell them everything.
I hate knowing it will never work.
I hate hating all of this.

You know those periods in your life ( Read more... )

Things that bothered me today ( Read more... )

The first time I have felt real in months..
its feels good to finally breathe.

god I love great conversations at 4AM in the morning.
I feel like 20 pounds of weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

It seems like updating has become a monthly thing ( Read more... )