its sunday. hmm. im rele bored. i ordered "honey" from on demand. its pretty good so far. im about an hour into it. ya...i cant stop thinking about matt. i mean, last night we were talking about who hes gonna choose and it was like he made it clear i wasnt the one he chose. it hurt so bad and i cudnt stop crying. i wrote him a rele long letter..and ( Read more... )

hi...im not rele in a good mood. :( i woke up this morning and went to my brothers game. i announced! :D it was fun. lol. then i left at like 1:30 & started my way down to st augustine for my games. so i get there, start talking to courtney about yesterday & then we started the game. i was 1 for 3. my first up, i struck out. my 2nd up, my ball was ( Read more... )

heres the song i wrote at matts! here it goes, its called one day soon ( Read more... )

ok. here we go. lol ( Read more... )

Disorder | Rating ( Read more... )

ok im kind of going backwards. i was supposed to write about what happened today before the previous entry, but o well. get over it! :) lol. ok well here we go ( Read more... )

I Can't Find A Reason To Let Go ( Read more... )

courtneys going to the dance....and so am i. ya. this is going to be a real eventful night. lol. bc me & taylor have agreed to tell courtey about matt and taylor kissing. so ya. mrs wendi said courtney shud know ( Read more... )

ok well its official. i woke up last night at about 3:45 crying my eyes out and saying "MATT". ya i was freaked out. sorry this is so short...but i gotta get ready for skool. luv u all-em

<33 hes still the one...

oh bah goodness its 11:46 pm and i shud rele go to bed but i RELE dont want to haha. ya but i think my dads about to kick me off bc hes comin inside now. hah. im watching driven:outkast and talkin to tiffany chan! hehe she rox my sox! i luv talkin to her ( Read more... )