hello there. how is every1? lol. im kinda hyper but kinda tired. we won our game! 17-6 lol. ya.it was good. i think i got 2 rele good hits..haha. i cant remember. so ya ( Read more... )

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"I try not to think about what might've been. Cuz that was then, & we have taken different roads. We can't go back again, there's no use giving in. There's no way to know....what might've been ( Read more... )

Mrs. Wendi & my mom talked for like an hour last night. :( Then my mom came in my room & told me that Matt had a week to decide who he wanted to date, and that he wasn't allowed to call me bc he was being mean to me & they didn't want to see me crying anymore. I'm afraid he's gonna be so caught up in someone new, he's gonna choose Courtney. That's ( Read more... )

Hello there. whew! Today was very very tiring! Matt never called back last night, I guess he never got out of the shower! lol. But oh well, I fell right asleep after I wrote my last entry. It felt good to sleep. Last night was the first night I had slept the whole night through without waking up screaming Matt or waking up crying. He was so nice on ( Read more... )

ugh i hate crying. it gives me a headache. well, me & mom just had a rele long talk about everything from my dad, to daniel, to my grandfather to matt. ive been crying since she started. she told me she was worried about matt bc he wasnt acting like himself and he didnt see how much he was hurting me. and she knows he still loves me bc she can see ( Read more... )

i hate church now. today was not a good church day. i thought it would be. me & matt were having a good conversation on the fone..and then he said sumthin (i dont remember what it was) & i got pissed & hung up. so i got to church, my mom yelled "get out!" and drove off..so i went in & saw matt goin to the bathroom, so i went to go talk to mrs wendi ( Read more... )

hola! ok continuing my story! well after we fought & i threatened, we talked in his car & came rele close to kissing in the car bc we were laying on the floor-board together and i was like laying on his chest sort of. anywho..then we got out so i cud go talk to ppl and think..and he cud go skateboard and think. lol. but then we got in ANOTHER fight ( Read more... )

yesterday was the carnival. hmm..ya. it was not fun. like it was fun for a while, and then me & matt started fighting. like usual. he got my nails painted 2 different colors, and they'r ugly! lol and then got me 2 rings and a necklace (they're cheap). then we just blew up. he got pissed, i threatened sum stuff, and he got even madder. so i talked ( Read more... )

Today is Day 1 of Operation Matt's A Jerk. lol. I'm kidding. But...it was rele hard today bc today would've been 7 months with Matt. But that's ok. I had my friends all tell me I'm doing the right thing...and I am ( Read more... )