im done. i cant take this anymore. hes changed and hes not worth it. the old matt was. hes made it clear im not important anymore. i talked to john about it and heres wut i have to do ( Read more... )

wow. today was boring. except for at melissas! FUN FUN! lol i got home, called matt. he cudnt talk. went to the vet. came home. called matt. he wasnt home. mom went to go get dinner. ate it, watched beaches, then called matt. his familia cudnt find him. called courtney & talked for a while about matt and stuff...she got pissed. i dont know if they' ( Read more... )

yay. im at melissas. this is fun. *woop woop* EMILY BARGEIL IS GOING HOME FROM THE SENIOR SHOW WITH SEAN LEFFLER! haha ok thats ohio stuff! Today was ok..just skool. Lunch was..interesting lol. CM came and ate w/me & melissa, while melissa had to hid her necklace from tammy! (long story!) so now im gonna let melissa on and call matt...soon..ok i ( Read more... )

ok...its tuesday night!! sunday night...did nothing. talked to courtney for a while about matt and she kept saying that if i hooked her up with that kory kid, who thinks shes ugly, or another kid that sum1 told me about, then she wud stop liking matt. then matt called and told me he got in trouble about sumthing that i cannot say. then i went to ( Read more... )

woah..i havent written in like 2 days..well sort of! i didnt go to church..oh well. then i talked to matt rele quickly & that was about a private matter. i cant rele write right now i'll sneak away and write later! ttyl love u all! xoxo-emily
<333 emily

Bill Clinton
Circle I Limbo

Parents who bring squalling brats to R-rated movies
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind

cheerleaders
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow

Hipsters
Circle IV Rolling Weights

preps
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled

River Styx

General asshats
Circle VI Buried for Eternity

River Phlegyas

Goths
Circle VII Burning Sands

Osama bin Laden
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im about to destry my whole fucking house in anger..........or atleast destroy me for good this time. i hate what ive done to myself. this is all my fault...

i called Matt at 11:40 and he answered the fone and it was rele loud! and i was like "did they all JUST get back from prom?" and he was like "hell no...they all stayed the night. thats why i was @ leos." he was so lucky bc he was having so much fun and im sittin at home, ALONE, while my whole family is at the beach and the only thing i had to do ( Read more... )

YAY!! I CONVINCED MY DAD TO LET ME STAY HOME! lol so now im watching 2fast2furious waitin for sum1 to get online or for 11:30 or noon to roll around so i can call matthew! i gotta talk to him! ok will write later! bye xoxo-emily
<33 matthew

WOW! DRINKING 5 COKES KEEPS YOU AWAKE! its 4:00 in the morning, and im supposed to "wake up" in an hour to go surfing..but I DONT WANT TO! and i dont wanna hurt his feelings bc this is "his weekend" but its way too early even if i went to bed a long time ago! so im sittin here watching this concert for new york thing that is a bunch of artists who ( Read more... )