Dear The Ones who Read,
I have been making a lot of bad decisions in the past month. Why? I am unsure, but now is the time where I am desperately trying to keep everything straight. I am confused lately, about alot of things. Jake, School, Myself.. I've had alot of worries to. Paige is the closest friend I have ever had, and most people dont even ( Read more... )

♥Rebecca and ♥Jacob

• Secretly had twenty-eight thousand beautiful children.
• Intend to slow dance on Saturdays.
• Have already picked out trendy names for servants.

this for some reason put a smile on my face. it was funny.

♥Becca and ♥Katie

• Plan to conceive one rockin' girl.
• Love to skinnydip for the foreseeable future.

Dear Fellow Fiends,
I appreciate the advice, for which you have given me. The views apon jake and i, is not always very clear at times, but It is something that will be found with time. There are many things, that need fixing in my life at this moment and I need you all to relize that I am in a fowel disposition. I am at the bottom of a hole, for ( Read more... )

Dear People,
One thing after another happens. Its never a smooth ride, which you enjoy. Its rough, and unhealthy. Things should not be this way between two people, not if their dating, not if their friends. But for some sick reason, some one has bestode apon I to endure such things. Life should be easy for me, and with that I should be happy. I am ( Read more... )

Dear Friends,
today was okay ( Read more... )

Half day today.. Jake came over then his mom picked him up at 3 fucking 30. Stupid bitchass. I wanted to hang out with him till 5 or so.. sadly, I started to cry when he left ( Read more... )

Yeah, so i ended up finally going to sleep at 6 am. I didnt wake up untill 1, so my day of being home alone is pretty much gone. Thats okay ( Read more... )

yah, its really early in the morning... and im like not going to sleep. its about 4:30 am. I've been talking to derek all night/morning. It has been very fun and amusing. He sent me pictures... Yay!


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I forgot to metion how painful my back has been. Since the show the other night at the VFW, my back has been in major pain. Oh well, you live with what you do.

oh wow, thats awEsome. you live with what you doso right it is, and i cant believe i just opening wrote that down ( Read more... )

A passage from the book i am reading..

I open up a paper clip and scratch it across the inside of my left wrist. Pitiful. If a suicide attempt is a cry for help, then what is this? A whimper, a peep? I draw little windowcracks of blood, etching line after line until it stops hurting. It looks like i arm-wrestled a rosebush.