hey kidds. i made a new journal cuz the other one was messed up.

go hurr and add me to your friends list.
those who were already friends of mine.. your added.
taste_myblood

I re-did my journal once again.

I put my kyle icon as my default, because it matches.

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Love you,
becca

Dear People,

Today was pretty boring. Uhm, mr. colvin asked me if Ms. Bach talked to me yet, and I was clueless (of course) and So i guess she's going to call me down and yell at me or something. Im feeling that i should just burst into tears, because It wouldnt be hard. With things so fucked up right now, something that aggrivates me, or upsets ( Read more... )

Today was good, I didnt get my special hugs from Alex.. lol but its okay. Uhm.. lol me and shawn pretendered we were dating yesturday, which was funny.

Im trying to list the fun good things that are happening..

Not many are there?

:(

Its never easy is it..
Why wont things just stop happening

Dear Friends,

I am sitting at one of the computers at school, and rachel is sitting next to me. She says HI. lol, yeah. We looked up articles from www.ticotimes.net so cool. We have to do current events, and I dunno things suck. Everyone seems to be having problems with their relationships lately.. Why do things seem to always fuck up? I dont ( Read more... )

Dear Friends,

If one knows, that things in their relationship are bad, and they know the pain is not worth taking.. and they know they wanted to be apart too.. then why does one feel so miserable without the other? One cries for support, One cries with hopes that the other will hear, One cries because One doesnt know what else to do. One is ( Read more... )

Dear Friends,

Crying is a weakness one shows. It can be good, and bad. Sometimes you need to cry, for the purpose of expressing feelings. One tells herself she will not cry, but she does. Her tears wet her face, and she slides down the back of the door. She holds her face and tries to keep her shreaks in. In the end, it was unsuccessful ( Read more... )

Dear Friends,

To which, these emotions have to burn inside of me.. i dont know. They seem to sizzle, and scorch each and every corner of my body. They eat at my soul, and tear up my heart. They fuck up my mind, and ruin who I am. They are what make people, go insane. They are the purpose for why I cry, and for why I am care, love, and they are ( Read more... )

Its fucked up how so many things seem to happen at once ( Read more... )

Dear Friends,

Long, boring day. I didnt do much at all. Talked to my mummy here and there. I wanted to call jake so badly, but i kept hesitating because I didnt want to get caught. Ah, as to fate, when i finally built up the courage and called, he got on the phone and then my dad started coming upstairs, so the only words exchanged were " i g2g ( Read more... )