Lj is o so lame now...... ive got much better things to do. so if u uhmm wanna uh know wats going down u could always just email me gavins@mind.net cause im a complete nerd and never get off the video games........ yeah ive become obssesesd. so uhmm im over this whole thing. lates

today kinda sucked casue me jade and taylor went to the mall but it twas fun casue they make me hapoy. saw some old friends which was unfortunate. after i saw them i was really really uncomfortable. hmm. came home. did nothing as usula. i relized today that i still am ery much infatuated with jade.

stayed at mathias' ;at night. spring break is gonna blow. cause my mom has lost all trust. and i have to go to my dads for like half of it. i was supposed to go to taylors today but my mom wouldnt let me stay past like 2 or somethin. so i couldve gone but it wouldve been for like 30 minutes then i wouldve had to leave. so i didnt go. mathias was ( Read more... )

fucking shyness. i ahte it. me and jade chatted. it was gut wrenching. wat was is gone and wat mightve been will never be. i just wish i didnt feel so much regret.

maybe just MAYBE itll come bak. hopefully

sitting writing. IM listening to metal. which is perculiar but watever. lala dont feel like updating. ALL DONE

went to my dads it sucked. me sis was at some super trendy high school party. came bak from me dads. got online. thats it. nothing happened. nothing ever hapens.......................................ladeeda. well im gonna go.

ITS never to late to have a viatnam flashbak

ooo i almost forgot............NEW LJ. so uhmm if u wanna know wat it is. u will have to ask. or something like that. ill still probly update this bad boy but my new one will be FRIENDS ONLY. mUAHHAHAHAHHAHA

nothing going on. chiled with ivy jeff jasper ryan and jai. twas fun. alot of fun. more fun than ive d in like 3 months.

bored

today was fun. up until i got home ( Read more... )

bored. played pool today. depressed. listening to modest mouse. HECK YES. download bukowski. its goode. GOOODE. LYRIC TIME ( Read more... )