Sometimes I think back on who I used to be and I wish the people that know me now, knew me then. I just think I've grown into such a different person. I'm such a stronger, happier person and I feel like without knowing the me in the past, they can't appreciate the me now.

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Prom weekend was everything I'd hoped it'd be [minus a few things]
It ending with some shocking news but hey it happens.

I'm pretty happy with life right now.
I'm feeling kinda bright pink and thats wayyyyy cool.

I haven't felt bright pink in awhile.
I like it =]

I must say the drama has topped everything this time. 
I could sit here and comment on all of it. 
But I'm not going to.
Why? 
Because it doesn't matter what happened.
High School drama never matters.
What does matter is what you see in people as a result.

People these days have such a terrible outlook on life.
Seriously no wonder people in this world are ( Read more... )

"See here's the thing, I know who I am. I know that I'm a good girl , a good friend, a good person and I also know it's people like you who want me to forget. You don't want me to be able to see that even through my faults, at my core I am a good person. I'm dedicated, loving, strong-willed, intellegent, fun, friendly and sweet. I'm not conceited ( Read more... )

Just a day,
Just an ordinary day.
Just trying to get by.
Just a boy,
Just an ordinary boy.
But he was looking to the sky.
And as he asked if I would come along
I started to realize
That everyday you find
Just what he's looking for,
Like a shooting star he shines.

He said take my hand,
Live while you can
Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your ( Read more... )

"At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much ( Read more... )

letting go hurts [but so does holding on]

which one will stop first?

i know this is a test of strength and character.
i just don't know how to pass.

someone help me.

It seems like every entry I write I talk about change. 
I guess thats because it seems like things around me are constantly changing.
More recently they've been changing in a good way.
Its been an unexpected way, but good none the less.

Chris was an unexpected change. 
I never thought that I would get a chance to call him mine. 
I've had feelings for ( Read more... )

Freaking idiot!!
..and thats all I have to say about that.