Ok so I've decided sad, depressing, anti-life Amanda is really gay and I like happy Amanda much better ( Read more... )

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I always thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just broken up enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my blue teary eyes
Tonight I just wanna cry

Get ready for some randomness ( Read more... )

• × •I N F O R M A T I O N • × •
Name: MandaNicole*
Single or taken: Single
Sex: Female
Birthday: September 29, 1988
Sign: Libra
Siblings: Ryan and Mike
Hair color: Blonde
Eye color: Blue
Height: 4'9"

• × • R E L A T I O N S H I P S • × •

Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight.. most of the time ;) hehe Just Kidding
Who are your best friends?: Autumn and ( Read more... )

So I've had one of the most stressful days of my entire life.
I yelled, I cried, I thought about jumping off a cliff.
But see it's currently 10:38 and I'm smiling.
My friends are the only thing I have ever done right.
They make my life worth living.
I love them all more than words could ever say.
Thats all.
Night.

Ok so all day I was literally bored in school ( Read more... )

Have you ever been honestly split in half?
I mean like half of you wants one thing and the other is pushing for the exact opposite.
I hate the feeling.
What I hate more is that I can't control it.
Then all these other feelings get involved because my heart is going in two different directions.
It's ripping apart.

I'm trying not to be so down all the ( Read more... )

This week wasn't too terribly bad.
The AP project was delayed.
I'm still puttling it off :-/
I don't think I failed my Physics test.
I actully kinda knew what I was doing.
I got my paper back and I was successful.
That made me rather excited.
So all in all I didn't have that many problems with this week..
But dude when I get sick I do it like a pro.
You ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since my last update. 
Lately I've just had so much going on in my head that I haven't been able to focus on anything.
I've been feeling so many things at one time. 
It was driving me insane. 
But as my weekend is coming to a close, I think my insanity is too.
...well at least it's decreasing.
I don't think a time will ever come when I ( Read more... )

PSSA's suck.
It was a good day for a Wednesday.
Drama blows.
People are stupid.
Physics made me feel smart.
Trig made me feel dumb.
I love Kristi and walks in the park.
Boys are REAL gay.

life would be balancing out if I wasn't feeling so many different things.
grrr emotions blow!