Christmas sucked. Yesterday sucked. Today ended up sucking.

Will this never end? I am so hopeless.

Once again, we'll see where things go with Rob and I. Maybe I can put the past in the past and move on. Hopefully this time we can get it right. I'm positive about it. I love Rob ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to begin. I'm hurt, broken, lost, ashamed, angry, can't sleep.. I could go on. What's the point? I have no idea truly what I want to do. Please God, help.

I've been very unhappy over the past month or so I think. I didn't invision my life being this way or putting up with so much bullshit from my husband's ex. Everyone I talk to tells me to toughen up and not let her words get to me. How can I do that? I'm extremly hurt by the things she's said and the comments her friends left in that blog. Then I ( Read more... )

Two and a half more weeks until Rob goes to boot camp. I'm going to miss him while he's gone even though I keep saying I'll be just fine. Six months is a long time! I feel like it's just come up so quick. Ahh ( Read more... )

she was only 5 and never loved ( Read more... )

I miscarried on Sunday. Easter is my favorite holiday, but I don't think it's going to be anymore. There can't be anything worse than having your unborn child bleed out of you, and not being able to do anything about it. You bleed, you hurt, and then there's no more - no more funny little mood swings, no more sore swelling boobies, no more cravings ( Read more... )

Today I just love being pregnant. I love my unborn child. I love Rob. I love you ( Read more... )

I almost don't even know where to begin. The previous months have just been a whirl wind. I picked up and moved from Florida all the way up to Maryland. I'm in a relationship that's going very fast, but it doesn't even scare me. It just feels right. Just started a new job. I feel so much more focused now. No more drugs, no more excessive partying. ( Read more... )

Surprise ( Read more... )